You have destroyed enough of me!

I keep doing what you tell me to do, but still I must listen to how stupid and worthless I am.
But it’s over now, you’re not getting me anymore.
I’m tired of living in fear, fear of my own living future.
You should be the one who love me instead of hate me, but no!  

I want it to be over now, I’ll make my talk silent, I’ll make my life to a not living being.
I’m over trying to be what you never became. Perfect! 
I’ll never become perfect, and I don't want to be!
I’m over living by you!
I'm over living without being able to put a smile on my lips, without love from a grown-up.

And yes, I might be stupid and worthless, but then I’m at lest something!
I mean, what are you?